I’m drained today. So much crying, so much stress and unhappiness. And now I have a bad headache that may or may not be a migraine, with a fever… terrific. I haven’t been sleeping much, either.
I don’t know how much I can take or how much further I can go, to be honest. This isn’t the life I want, in any way. I want to go home; I want to be with people I love and who love me back. I need to be away… among trees, near water, away from the people who are empty. I’m going to bed early tonight, and pray that in the morning I won’t feel so shitty.